PlaceboNation

So there you sit. Your pet extinguished. The source of your present happiness. It made you smile. Kept your soul fit. Just as your present happiness was the primary pain for so many others including myself. I must say that as I have discovered my smiles surfacing once again I wish this pain on no one. One day I would hope that we both will look back upon this moment and smile. This is not our worst moment. This is one of our best. But for now. The many always come before the few. You are my dear. The very few.

True love sought,
So many things to think about,
Deep rooted desires,
Heat hotter than any fire,
Near the trip wire of pain,
Will this joining of love stay the same,
Is this happiness ever after, ever lasting,
Or a time bomb toward hell nearly passing,
The words of fate decide at any rate,
Walking blind on a still water lake,
Am I a time whore to be used and abused,
Will we be forever two growing seeds a new,
Is this forever
Or will this be never,
Out of fear,
Because the love is so clear,
Should it end now,
To avoid the possible hows,
Or should I let fate debate,
Ride it out at any rate,
Should I let drop a tear,
Rip a hole in my heart right here,
Because something so good shouldn’t last to the end,
And live on just being friends.